左顾右盼: glancing to left and right (idiom); to look all around...
振动: to vibrate, to shake, vibration...
钢铁: steel...
吸毒: to take drugs...
摧残: to ravage, to ruin...
闪烁: flickering, twinkling, evasive, vague (of speech)...
难受: to feel unwell, to suffer pain, to be difficult to bear...
壮: strong; robust; sturdy...
管家: housekeeper, butler, manage one's household...
丧生: to die, to lose one's life...